Utterly disgusting

You wouldn't believed what I have found in my dinner today.

I had a fried fish after dinner (which I originally planned not to eat, but just to 'clear up' the remaining on the table. Sob... how can I not be fat??).

I started eating the middle part and tail and will save the head for last. As usual, I will pull out the bone together with the head so I can eat the chunk sticking on the bone. Then, I discovered a triangular thingy which I believed to be part of the body of the fish at the beginning, and I was naively figuring out why on earth this fish had a 'throat'. When I pull out that thingy, to my disgust, it was a bloody HARD SHELL INSECT WITH MANY MANY LEGS.

Omg it was damn bloody disgusting, so disgusting that I wouldn't wanna take a pic of it. So gross that I swear I would wanna become a vegetarian from that moment on!!

And I have a reason to believe that the fish was choke to death as the bloody little thingy was like just an inch away from its mouth.

I swear I will never wanna eat fish again in my life....

There's no such thing like "I will be nothing without you"!!

I have a relative who is pretty annoying. Every time she called my house she will be never tired to lecture me about how I should not trust guys and commented on my current relationship was just puppy love watsoever. Trying her very best to influence me that everyone in this world is evil, making me to lose faith in trusting men.

I think she is pretty confident with her own marriage, to have a filthy rich husband and filial obedient children. To be truth, even if one day if I bloody touch wood married to a bastard or divorced, please do not sympathy me. I will not hesitate to to leave the bastard if he ever dare to try two timing.

Why divorce is always seen as a taboo in the Asian society? Why people often think those divorced lady is served right? Who are you to judge them? Do you think you are some kinda moral police? I really don't understand why those people will tolerate their fucking useless husband no matter how many trillion time they tryna hurt them emotionally, physically, spiritually.... To the certain circumstances, what encourage chauvanist pig to bully their wife is because the man is coward and ill. They take their wife granted as the female is lacking of financially and mentally independence.

Please la, marriage is a reciprocal thing. Doesn't mean you work hard enough to please that somebody and they will appreciate what you have did. Therefore, is something so beyond our control at times.

Even if a relationship went stale or romance went out of rhyme, don't let any obstacles get in your way. Move forward and you will find your way out, as long as you have a pair of hands and legs, and a brain.

Fucking neighbor

It is really irritating having to deal with some fucking neighbor, from those who 'allow' their dog to pee in front your housing area, throwing trash into your house, spreading rumors about you, constantly checking out your personal life etc. Gosh, don't estimate their ability making your life living hell.

This evening, I was busy cooking in the kitchen. So busy that I didn't even realised that the neighbor kids who lives a few doors down stare peeped at me outside the window (he went up our stairs to peeped into my house).

He some how irritated me although he was just a small kid. And his mum didn't bother to confront what he was doing was rude and ill behaved. He repeated a few times by and I eventually couldn't controlled my temper, you know how much I dislike rude kid. First I asked him to get lost and he even asked his bloody brother to join him peeping into my house, I got so mad that I yelled at them and I really don't fucking care even the son of the bitch mother to found out me yelling at her sugar pie hunny bun.

Fucking tense that you wanna enjoy your personal life and some idiot just couldn't leave you alone. To be frank that they are fucking pariah disturbing the neighborhood by talking at extreme volume as if people from hell could bloody hear them too. What they did was so beyond my tolerance, sick idiot!

Please respect others privacy! Fuck off!!

Stephanie Freak

I have met all sorts of freak in my life. Among them there's one call 'STEPHANIE freak'. No, I mean I have come across two so far. They are like some sort of fetish who fancy girls by the name 'Stephanie', and making 'Stephanie-s' into collection. (Yeah, all of them are STEPHANIEs).

For instance, they will collect girls who named 'Stephanie' in their friendster or facebook list, constantly chating with them via msn kinda thing. I am not sure if they do wank on their pic or not, I already wanna puke by thinking of that.

What does Stephanie means to you?

Here it is. The good and the bad of Stephanie.

*Click on the Stephanie for 3 different meaning.

Buonasera by Chef Enzo

Genie and I went celebrating my last day in HELL and also her belated birthday at Buonasera, a cosy Italian restaurant operates by Chef Enzo. Mae wasn't with us as she's in Beijing, awww she missed the great food!

Buonasera serves authentic mouth watering Italian food, from home made gelato, assorted Dilmah tea and vanilla flavor is especially tentalizing (which is hardly gets in any places), pork dishes, Italianese desserts, to the Italian main course and platters.

Visiting Buonasera was a very last minute decision, as I already had my dinner at home before that. Therefore, I only had myself a 5 layer ice-cream cake, which comes in very small portion and was rather cosy. RM16 for a Secret Recipe's cheese cake portion?

It was made of gelato, sorbet, strawberry filling, butter scotch layer filling the bottom with some cocoa powder on the surface. Genie got herself Cabonara angel hair with pork bacon in lemon cheesy sauce.

I was very impressed with the dishes served and will definitely return one day, for Sukara pork ribs, Sukara pork roast and Enzo famous Rose Mary Chicken and homemade Italian Pork SnitzelAngus.:-p , although some dishes are rather pricey. Followed by a long chat and coffee at Starbucks for both coffee obsessed :-p


Genie's mocha and my sugarless iced latte.

Genie is camera shy.

Hopefully one day I can join Chef Enzo's cooking class.... Will do! :-)


Buonasera
42, SS2/66,
47300 Petaling Jaya.
Tel: 03-78778586 (for reservation)

Blueksss

I need stimulation in life. I need some progressive house music to be played in the very morning, heavy coffee without sugar, some comforting food at a cosy environment to relax my nerves.

I hate the morning train, the crowd, people talking etc etc.

Has been pretty busy that I skipped my breakfast and only had my brunch at 1pm. Then work work work and work again with my usual 2 cups of coffee. Skipped my dinner but having my yam cake (that supposed to be my breakfast... ewwee... after like 17 hours??) while watching Martha Stewart's 50 good tips at 12am.

At 4 am something I woke up from sleep and felt very nausea with bloated stomach. Went visit the doctor in the morning and was damn funny that he had to reassure that I am not pregnant. He checked on my blood pressure and stomach by hitting it, and telling me that it sounds like hitting a drum? wtf??!!

Doctor said no kuih, oily food, milk products, spicy food these days but wtf later I went to have my yong tau foo as breakfast next door to the clinic....

The sick point of growing up

I feel damn stress everyday. Everyday I am just looking forward weekends to come so that I can have fun and piss the night away.

I do love my job, but I think it is not what I wanna do for long term, may be. The work load is damn heavy as if there's like never ending. We always have to prepare ourselves for 'sudden work' and everyday there will be loads of proposal preparation, speech and news release drafting, research, media liaison, media monitoring........ Sometimes I just feel like I would rather work as a cashier at Plus toll or Tesco, and that would be pretty awesome too.

Everyday I hate to do things which people do not understand and having to read all those fucking maritime news or oil price to review on the bloody market by doing the quarter report. I do feel myself pretty sicko as I keep forcing myself to read a lot or I will feel that insecurity being left out.

I wanna sleep under my blanket everyday and have coffee at late morning can I??